catch me because im falling ;')

I know I shouldn't start this , but there is no change to turn back time . I don't know what I am looking for since I have everything in my own . Happy life surrounding by my angels . Then in one point I let you in , and I thought I can allow you in just in my mind , because my heart has already full of love of my life . Then time passing by , you gave such a different color in my days , and I dont know when , but then I found you have already occupied small place in my heart . I enjoyed every little chats we have , every little calls , every little messages , definitely I enjoy everything about you . Thinking about you in my busy days is a nice thing to do . It is very tempting for me showering you with all attentions that I can . When I missed you , my heart is full of happiness and sadness in the same time , remembering our last meet , looked deeply into your eyes , i felt such a soft warm feeling flowing into my heart . I know you'll never be mine , not because you don't want me or I don't want you , but because I've already had a life . And I dont know what I am doing now with you . I just don't want to think about it , all I want is enjoying every seconds I can have with you . Only in that way , I feel I have you . If I have enough courage , then I want you to know , that I am falling for you . I love you . You'll never know how deep you go into my heart . Because for you , maybe it is just for fun since you know from beginning that i cant get you .